concern worry and urgent lengthy waiting

I need to locate and assess the condition of my wife Laurie Anne Rector last seen in Port Orchard WA when we separated. I am scared and trying to secure help for her yielded far too much more need to be worried sick like I am. If the police had used ethical conduct to interact with a concerned spouse things could be much more better and I could by all rights be okay, that isn't how it went and I have spent the time since 2015 stressed, working too hard for no pay, and wronged beyond what a person should be experiencing especially without having been any way other than amazing toward my community. I am bitter and I have no motivation with how toyed with I am to be a fun toy for sicko authorities everyone of them claims to be and eager assistances go only to each other among them, to be a good man is grounds for execution.when you follow the lead they give when identifies s a good person. We need a reduction of obstructed justice and alternatives to the disturbances to the peace we encounter when we seek to conform and obey instructions designed or retrofitted with procedure to terminate anyone doing what is needed to be good to another person. To live here they brag about not much more than what I my family and i contribute while so rare is it to see anyone else earning the facts to be true that make us look good. If any of you ever try to make us look good I will not be so nice as to mention it it slows you down too much when I do make a comment on it and nobody acts any way but deserving when they are the rich playing the in need and they do that to limit how well off people could be around our country they seem upset to have humans alive when they wanted to teach them a lesson they couldn't learn once dead and they are when I help too close to dead already then to think that the common hobby of killing good people is as worth allowing as the wealthy that won't let people face accusers and stuff like that you know those who only believe what the experts had said when they were around long.long.agp or what updates television gives since then kinda fact checker believers that know best because they were and are the worst to handle anything important so they inherited what they earned bland type of way.to lie and kill with the system as a.weapon, why not use it for the suicide they would want when they want it with how long it takes to die from.mjt.when.they begin using it to attack they should trigger some.kind of common defence mechanism to detail them and fortify the whole system without them loose misusing lives and resources to achieve lower quality of.life.lile they are very common to obsess on creating.with.rwfining.techniques and advanced technology to produce the misery is only one possible yield they want to give away and won't plan on being.alice for the worst of what they plan.anyway. maybe communism is on its way to  e the greatest thing for them but for me I couldn't grasp the concept nearly as well as the greediest people that they and try to keep it as the back up plan they crave.