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A photo of myself.

Another photo of myself.

Why wouldn't I look so sad it is obvious I am very sad very much too often for reasons of people efforted to make me sad.

The orange juice they serve us here is a mixture of orange juice concentrate and urine. The act is I don't like being stopped from having hot food because I'm given urine to consume and that makes it to where the EBT card won't let me have restaurant food as other people are eligible to get because of the orange juice concentrate and urine mixture they serve us separated when I left the cup of nasty awful tasting stuff to sit and a while later it was visible and smelly to verify the quality of conditions the shelter here provides include feeding human beings the waste from other human beings as a way they earn funding opportunity. But here I am an honest man with each serving of food I have to get from what the funding covers being so nasty I suspect similar bad contaminated mischief and rude intentions going into how the help I get is what is best for me and the fact is I didn't get covid19 relief, I don't know of anyone who needed it that actually got it either what few of us were in a sincere need for it we all didn't get the funding but we don't feed humans urine and expect the people consuming it to be more greatful than the people who don't feed us urine to eat want from those of us well behaved and mannered enough to take it as a bad thing to do to us. 

I love hated for being unaware our emergency services would surprise me with the awful things they are adamant to prioritize ahead of our well-being, I couldnt have known but they changed a lot of things to accommodate perverted ambitions they are confident to themselves having us vulnerable and without option to defend ourselves or our loved ones from what they get arousal from and won't allow us dignity when need to forms a condition to seek them out as all instructions from anyone suggest to at a time of fear for a persons life go. The laughter, and smiles they get on their faces while I speak about my concerns is a big bad red flag I now know to worry about as it develops often while sop along of trajedt to modern service personnel on duty. 

We need access to vital resources we no longer have ethical personnel trained to handle and the training our cultures personnel are using to continue in this condition is most believable to be where most people couldnt until needing help see for themselves they are training each other I. Ways that disqualify themselves and each other from emergency service work, the public is seeking them at times of crisis and that is the worst time to learn about the penis placement wortys our lives and our loved ones lives are at best secondary after they do t want agreeability between the self and the intimacy coupling options they assign without welcome or availability, let's be real humans and demons are only compatable until we are not why would they is answered with bad answers only at the point they emphasized thorough and I too.much detail to me too many times to maintain a okay with things outlook on how our culture is developing.

I'm carrying one shame and that is how much great work I've done for the service and servicewomen I've had hire me that didnt do service we are qualifying as different than war crimes known to be punishable by execution by the descriptions and behaviors I get from any of them and they monopolize all the life saving and preserving systems our technology ever developed for securing safe conditions from dangerous aggressing forces. I don't live a fantasy where awful towards good people is okay and I am without awareness of anyone that isn't willing to allow the people they love to be vanished into hands assuring me they enjoy young with our lives in hostile campaign they believe we should thank them for the sadism they are frequent to deliver.

I'm not exaggerating or mistaken this is how conforming and doing as I'm obligated to has been the conceptt of human rights was each step taken as a challenge and overachieved in a casual about themselves as they turn to betrayal went as an entire industry into desertion and essentially are remaining I. Control of infrastructure designed for exactly opposite of its use as hijackers we are in need of emergency service personnel and we have no way to get a cooperative handing over the hijacked systems and resources to again be useful for humans well-being until such a obvious wanted return to procedure could develop we need it to .